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It's Impossible!!!
04:22
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I miss when every day was Saturday
Except Sundays
Well I hate Sundays
The disposable camera full of photos from camp that I never developed
Those are probably expired by now and I don’t know what I’d do with them anyway
Oh I don’t know what I’m doing
Oh I don’t know what I’m doing in the slightest
Oh I don’t know what I’m doing
Oh I don’t know what I’m doing in the slightest
It’s so cold today and I’m not prepared
For fall weather again
Even though I was griping about the summer
When winter comes along
I will be wishing that it’s still July I bet you
I can more like I could
I might’ve known what I was doing but I haven’t been here in months
I can more like I could
Because I might’ve known what I was doing but I haven’t been here in months
Oh I don’t know what I’m doing
Oh I don’t know what I’m doing in the slightest
Oh I don’t know what I’m doing
Oh I don’t know what I’m doing in the slightest
I need clothing with more colours
A brain with more colours
A life with more colours
I’m so scared of every ache and pain
Because I don't want to go back there again
Oh I don’t know what I’m doing
Oh I don’t know what I’m doing in the slightest
Oh I don’t know what I’m doing
Oh I don’t know what I’m doing in the slightest
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Ant Shark
03:18
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I don't know if I’m comfortable with anything anymore
But I’ll try my best
And if I’m honest I don't think
I could let it get in the way
And I’ll figure it out
Just the same
Help me find a way to get out of here
I wish I could have the power to sense others feelings
I wonder if I ever cross your mind
Because me crossing your mind crosses my mind sometimes
Why can’t I focus
What do I want to do anymore
Just play power chords
And write random words
I can’t remember what I had going for me
Do I ruin the song just by singing
Did I ruin the moment
Did I ruin the moment
Help me find a way to get out of here
I wish I could have the power to sense others feelings
I wonder if I ever cross your mind
Because me crossing your mind crosses my mind sometimes
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I keep creating Bandcamp pages
For albums that don’t exist
For things that’ll never be done but I’ll fantasize about it
Fantasy’s the only way for me
Nothing’s true in reality
Don’t need to worry about sounding alien
I have no one to alienate
You don’t need me
You don’t need me
I don’t need me
I don’t need me
I’ll waste my time to make genius pages
For artists I sort of know
For reasons I can’t explain
I don’t think about my thoughts most days
As I keep waiting for the world to get
A little less chaotic or a little less dead
You don’t need me
You don’t need me
I don’t need me
I don’t need me
But if codependency is worthless then why am I here
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Hockey Card Battles
02:28
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Who am I really
Who are you
We all want to know what we are
Who we are
Why we are
Is what we crave overrated
Do we worship things to hope that we have meaning
Does nothing matter
Don’t worry about it
But it’s crazy to think how the moon is a giant rock thousands of miles away
And all the glowing stars are other suns in outer space
And that sunset you saw will never look the same again
I’m insignificant
Well you talk about your freedom but are you ever free
Talk about it being easy but no one does it with ease
Do I have to prove something to you
Do I have to start seeing through your shattered worldview
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Particle Soccer
02:00
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I feel like a diet version of all my friends
And all my songs are diet versions of artists I look up to
I feel like a diet version of who I want to be
Who do I want to be
Who do I want to be
We’re graceful clumsy people
That’s always guaranteed
I don’t know who we is
Because it’s probably just me
We’re graceful clumsy people
That’s always guaranteed
I don’t know who we is
Because it’s probably just me
The ringing in my ears is the only symphony that i cant stand
Unless you count the constant complaint department in my head
I’m so tired of not needing to explain myself
But I’m perpetually embarrassed by myself
We’re graceful clumsy people
That’s always guaranteed
I don’t know who we is
Because it’s probably just me
We’re graceful clumsy people
That’s always guaranteed
I don’t know who we is
Because it’s probably just me
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I could dare to be different
But where would that get me
Dead in a ditch on the side of the road it seems
I give up on winning
I can’t decide anyway
But if i could
I’d have nothing left worth saying
I wish it was simple
I wish it wasn’t so complicated
I’m only ever your best friend
When your real best friend isn’t around
I’m discrediting the people i already have
I forgot I could live my life outside of being with you
I wish it was simple
I wish it wasn’t so complicated
I’m pretty sure nobody means anything
But I wouldn’t put it past anybody in my brain
And from where I’m standing it looks like you can’t wait to get away from me
I don’t blame you
I don't blame you
I don’t mind being by myself anyway
I don’t mind being alone anyway
At least that’s what I’ll say
Quickly planning my next mental detour into nothingness
To prevent myself from ever having to think things over again
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Who I am to me is not how I appear to be
And I hope that what I’m seeing isn’t what other people see
I’ll never be what I want
I’ll never be what I need
I’ll just look at other people and say “I wish that were me”
Is it normal to feel like yourself and at the same time somebody else
Like your chosen words don’t belong to you but really
They’re all that you’ve got
I’m not much of a main character type
But whatever I am god do I need development
But nobody’s there to write me in for me
So it’s up to me to create my own script
Hey here’s what i did today
That’s it that’s all that’s everything I’ll say
And I
And I
And I
And I can’t do anything else
I’m so generic because
The closest thing I’ve had to a journal is probably you
I’m not much of a main character type
But whatever I am god do I need development
Nobody’s there to write me in for me
So it’s up to me to create my own script
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"there aren't any lol"
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9. |
Star Track
05:06
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I’m shaking
And blanking
Behind my screen
As I write these words
I don’t know what’s gotten into me
My words come out shaky
But I force them out
Against the amount of emotions building in my throat
For no reasonable reason that I could think of
(I might be good enough for someone else
And one day I might be enough for myself)
I need to stop hoping for things that’ll never happen
I need to stop hoping for things that’ll never happen
As I fall asleep
I’ll rehearse what I would’ve said
If I could have gone back in time
It’s hard to enjoy jokes when your whole life feels like one
Or so I’ve been told
I might as well not care
I might as well not care
Because that’s already how I see some things in the world
(I might be good enough for someone else
And one day I might be enough for myself)
I need to stop hoping for things that’ll never happen
I need to stop hoping for things that’ll never happen
As I fall asleep
I’ll rehearse what I would’ve said
If I could have gone back in time
I need to stop hoping for things that’ll never happen
I need to stop hoping for things that’ll never happen
But hope is all we have
To make things come true
But maybe
Some things just shouldn't happen
I need to stop hoping for things that’ll never happen
I need to stop hoping for things that’ll never happen
As I fall asleep
I’ll rehearse what I would’ve said
If I could have gone back in time (But hope is all we have
To make things come true
But maybe
Some things just shouldn't happen)
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Why do I keep putting limitations on myself
It’s not like they’re put there by anybody else
I wish I was better at showing that I care
So I’ll put this in a song that you’ll likely never hear
Fake delusions
Of mass confusion
That this’ll turn out like some sort of movie
I’ll admit I imagine these scenarios
But I don’t think the descriptors describe me anymore
My mouth tastes like curse words as I run down the street
With a box for a hat as I’m starting to see
That we all feel lonely but we’re not alone
We’re in a crowd of people we don’t know we recognize anymore
Anymore
I’d like to think I’m not thinking anymore
I’d like to think I’m not thinking about it anymore
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Captain Sunshine Dartmouth, Nova Scotia
Captain Sunshine does what Nintendon’t
Captain Sunshine recommends:
one of the best records to come out of nova scotia in a LONG time
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part of the process.
by angrywildelephant
pier emo forever.
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deserves to be huge and i am so excited for what they do next
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by Guitar Fight from Fooly Cooly
supported by 5 fans who also own “Hockey Card Battles”
True punk rock doesn't care what others think. And this album is true punk.
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the first glass beach album
by glass beach
supported by 5 fans who also own “Hockey Card Battles”
this album embraces its genrelessness making every song special in its own way
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Excellent emo with a noise pop twist from a new Cambridge label.
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